It's important to focus on the positive. I know it's such a scary and unknown time we are going through, with trying to decide how to move forward, have faith and trust in the Lord the Lords plan for us.
There are no accidents in life, there are no coincidences. Nothing caused this. Our little boy came perfectly from heaven... Perfectly created from a loving Father in Heaven. And sent him here knowing that he would bless the lives of everyone around him.
I know this time in our lives is going to test us and see how strong we can be. For me as a mother, to see how much I can give and serve without any thanks, how patent can you be after days of minimal sleep, how put together can you appear when everything feels like it's falling apart, how much can you let go of your other dreams and truly focus on this phase of your life. But in-spite of these tests on our flaws, nothing can prepare you for these moments. I know I will have moments of pure bliss and fulfillment that comes from being a mom.
I know once our baby comes, we will have peace that he is perfect the way he is. Until then, the uncertainty of how everything will be just kinda takes over. Was I devastated because I don't know what to expect and because I feel utterly inadequate?? Yes!!
From blessings, lots of prayers and fasting, it has helped bring that comfort that He was in control. I will writing about living our new normal– the good and the bad on our family blog. I want this to be a place where I can share everything we are experiencing. Life is all about surprises, expecting the unexpected.
No comments:
Post a Comment