Our new normal life. Well lets just say it's busy. It sure doesn't feel normal yet, as we are still trying to adjust. You may be thinking, well our baby boy isn't hear yet. No he's not but in 5 short weeks he will be. Being pregnant with a child who had Spina Bifida requires a lot of extra specialist appointments. We've had a min. of 5 appointments a month. Our lives feel like they are being taken over by appointments or our appointment have become our second job. I know over time these appointments will feel more apart of our life. With the added doctor appointments, we are still juggling life with our other two children while both Josh and I are both working.
Some may be wondering how we are doing? Life is hard. Life is good. I still feel utterly inadequate as most days I feel like I fail or I could of done better as a mother. I love being a mom, and it's something I have to work on daily. Adding another child is overwhelming at times. I know I'm going to love this child just like my other two, as I already do. Our future has so many unknowns that can be very overwhelming at times. Yes I still have my emotional days. I'm just trying to have faith and trust in the Lords plan for us.
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